explanation:
((the following is...about pg-13?))
"the 'first time' always/almost always painful"


here i comemy heart hurts and i am suffering inside i cant let it out because i'm afraid that one day... you too will leave me behind i'm scared and i may seem pathetic to you... but you dont know exactly how i feel to feel hurt and betrayed lied to and kicked in the stomach when you're on the ground i am sad and i really dont know what to do but i know suicide isnt the real solution that its just the fast and easy one i may have decided to live for now but who knows... one day, some day, it may come once again and when it does... hello, darkness...here i comhere i come


how can i lose my heart...how can i lose my heart when i've been hurting ever since that one moment in time i may not seem to care i may not seem nice i may seem dead and cold but thats because in the inside it hurts so much that if i do let it out i'm afraid i wont be able to handle it and then suicide would seem even more tempting...how can i lose my heart...


No Reason Lefti've lost all reason to remain alive i've lost it all long ago, do you see? i've no more reason to survive this world has no meaning for the likes of meNo Reason Left
i have lived for not so long but the pain and suffering in living life has wrought my sense of right and wrong and has brought unto my love for the knife
happiness has become a thing of the past it is something that can never last sadness always comes to my side and so far it hasnt left, no matter how hard i've tried
the pity and campassion that others feel for me oh how i hate these emotions th


Sorrow'sAnger, Sorrow'sPainSorrow's anger, sorrow's pain To you it's just an endless game But what it means to break a heart Could mean tearing someone's life apartSorrow'sAnger, Sorrow'sPain
Could you live when knowing this? Then you, heartless one, I shall never miss But I still remember those times of bliss When you were caring and loving, not like this And for you to be like this once again, would be my one final wish
I hate you now, but I loved you once For countless, lasting, tiresome months Now our love has come to an end As we give time for our hearts to mend Later we'll surely say "let's just be
your user is "into the gray"
but all you've submitted is "black" stuff
there isn't really all that "gray"-ness in this profile...>>
at least put in some "white"
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things happen, people change and the world moves on. with or without you
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